All I want for Christmas...

All I want is my friends to stop arguing about things and blaming each other for everything.  It makes me sad and upset.  It feels like I'm being yanked in multiple directions at the same time.  I'm tired of people making me take sides.  I just want to have my friends appreciate me for who I am, not for taking his/her side. I feel like I'm always caught in the middle of all these fights; it pulls me apart.  Then I get down on myself and go into despair.  Call me a wimp, but my heart can't take it.  If you think I'm an asshole mentioning it, go ahead and tell me.  I don't care.  I deserve to be punished.  I'm sorry.  *goes to my room, crying*